Just a few of my favorite black and white photos of my favorite subject; my favorite smile, my favorite laugh, my favorite hug, my favorite voice.
Wednesday, November 27, 2013
Better Late than Never-Hudson Turns Two
Something happened
tonight that is so rare, so unexpected, I didn’t know it was
even possible anymore…Hudson went to bed early!
Cue the HALLELUJAH
choir!!!!!!!!!
Now I am faced with
not ONE but TWO WHOLE hours to myself before bed.
THE CHOICES!!!
Workout? Read? Take a
bath? Clean? Online Christmas shopping? Fold that pile of laundry staring me
down across the room??? Finally paint my finger nails? Finish unpacking the
office? Watch a movie for the first time in months?
NO-tonight I am catching up on this poor forgotten blog of
mine-this blog that I have considered an adequate enough replacement for a baby
book for my first born, that is, until we dropped off the face of the planet 4
months ago…
Hudson’s 2nd
birthday was in early October, better late than never!?
I can’t tell you how
excited we were to celebrate Hudson’s 2nd birthday with all of his
family and friends, in our own place, without having to drive back to Spokane
the next day!
We hosted Hudson’s 2nd
big day a week after moving into our new place-which I was crazy to think would be anything less than highly stressful and I will
never do again, but, hey it was all
worth it!
Thanks to Pinterest
and my party planning diva of a mama (man
can that lady plan a party) we hosted Hudson’s 2nd birthday Curious
George style. It ended up being the perfect sunny day and he had a blast playing
with his new friends from school, all
of his family, and lots of our old friends from high school and their kids. I obviously
didn’t learn my lesson after hosting his 1st birthday-the one I
snapped 2 whopping pictures at, which is why there are only a few pictures here
to post, but maybe by his 3rd I’ll get with the program!
We are now in the full
swing of life with a TWO year old-and I am loving every.crazy.minute.of it.
Tonight, Hudson was running around the house giggling and squealing
when we’d chase him, grabbing books to litter the living room floor with,
wanting to play “choo choo” and saying “OH NO” when he put his hand across the
track, spilling juice in the living room, lining up cars on the window sill,
bouncing on his bed, pulling Sammy’s tail, getting into the cookie sheets in
our cupboards, spilling juice in the kitchen, cracking up at my funny faces,
asking to be held, asking for trucks, asking for more juice…
Though I appreciate
the quiet time I get after he goes to bed, I can’t imagine my life without his
energy, joy, curiosity, and innocence!!!
Sunday, November 24, 2013
My New Life as a Working Mom
Well, hello!!! Long time! Four months to be exact...
and what a COMPLETELY LIFE CHANGING last few months we have had!!!
I've started this blog post about 8 times since August and I haven't been able to finish it because each time I start writing, my feelings on being a full time working mom after 2 years of being a SAHM change daily...maybe even hourly! Am I suddenly bi-polar? I SWEAR-in one draft of this post I said, "LIFE IS GOOD! In all realms!" In another I describe life now as being, "TOO DAMN HARD!"
And the confusing part is that both are true!!!
I have so many reasons to love being a working mom:
Despite the difficulties of adjusting to our new crazy-busy lifestyle, moving home for this job is the best decision we've made all year-we are SO SO HAPPY to be HOME! It STILL feels too good to be true having both families 5 minutes away, being able to go on date nights with my hubby, being able to call up my best friends since high school (who are still the very best) to get a drink, being able to have dinner with my mom or breakfast with my in laws...AND this will be the first year since 2005 that we will be home for the holidays!!!!! My friends and family probably think I am crazy, because I am constantly telling them, "I've DREAMED about doing this with you for YEARS and I'm SO happy to finally be here with you!"
Yes, I have so much to be thankful for this year-I am pinching myself!
Hope your Thanksgiving is just as happy! xo
and what a COMPLETELY LIFE CHANGING last few months we have had!!!
I've started this blog post about 8 times since August and I haven't been able to finish it because each time I start writing, my feelings on being a full time working mom after 2 years of being a SAHM change daily...maybe even hourly! Am I suddenly bi-polar? I SWEAR-in one draft of this post I said, "LIFE IS GOOD! In all realms!" In another I describe life now as being, "TOO DAMN HARD!"
And the confusing part is that both are true!!!
I have so many reasons to love being a working mom:
- I get to dress up every day and have a reason to take care of myself!
- I LOVE my job and I LOVE coming to work!
- Being away from my son makes me appreciate his presence SO much more-and it makes him appreciate me better as well. The time we spend together now is precious.
- Hudson spends 3 days a week in preschool which has done wonders for his socialization skills-which honestly, had me worried. He is learning so much and he has FUN spending time playing with other kids! Most days Mr. Brady has to bribe him to leave school with a toy car or two...he usually doesn't want to leave.
- And I'm not gonna lie, I love getting a paycheck and not feeling so damn guilty when I stop at Starbucks every morning and buy Hudson a NEW pair of shoes.
- There's never enough TIME! I have VERY limited time to do things for myself anymore-no more yoga during naptime, no more hour long daily walks (evident in the 10 pounds I've gained since August), I finally have extra cash for new clothes-but can't find the TIME to go shopping-oh the irony! And because I spend 45 hours away from my son each week, I feel guilty leaving him to do these things because I want to give him all of my free time. It's a realllll bummer at times and I am always wishing for a few more hours each day!
- My life is the most hurried it has been, EVER. The best example of this is the morning rush the three days a week H goes to preschool. Trying to get myself dressed, makeup applied, teeth brushed, breakfast and coffee prepped, AND getting a busy toddler dressed, teeth brushed, hair combed, lunch made, breakfast fed in the course of 30-45 minutes and out the door in time is a maddening, comical, stressful affair! Some mornings, H just wants to snuggle, wake up slowly, and begs me to read a book with him or "sit down" and watch Cars together...like the old days...and my heart breaks that I have to hurry him into shoes and run out the door. Luckily, my hours at work are a little flexible, and I tend to show up late those mornings so I can spend an extra 10-15 minutes trying my best to make him feel like the extra-special-loved-beyond-words boy that he is. After work I hurry home to make dinner in time, then it's an hour of play time, bath, and bed. I feel like the last few months have slipped away so quickly and the pace of our lives have sped up tenfold at least.
- Keeping up on household management, shopping, cleaning, laundry...well lets just say I NEED A MAID! I tend to spend my days off getting chores done as quickly as I can so I can spend the majority of my time with Hudson.
- I constantly worry about finding the right balance of time Hudson spends at school vs. with me. Even though he always says "SURE!" when I ask if he wants to go to school, he has also shown signs of not getting enough mama time. He is now clingy to the MAX when we are at home-which probably has a lot to do with ALL the changes we have gone through in such a short time-but I also know it's because he misses spending every second of the day with me as much as I miss spending it with him. I think my ideal work week would be 32 hours/week max-and I'm working on making that happen.
Despite the difficulties of adjusting to our new crazy-busy lifestyle, moving home for this job is the best decision we've made all year-we are SO SO HAPPY to be HOME! It STILL feels too good to be true having both families 5 minutes away, being able to go on date nights with my hubby, being able to call up my best friends since high school (who are still the very best) to get a drink, being able to have dinner with my mom or breakfast with my in laws...AND this will be the first year since 2005 that we will be home for the holidays!!!!! My friends and family probably think I am crazy, because I am constantly telling them, "I've DREAMED about doing this with you for YEARS and I'm SO happy to finally be here with you!"
Yes, I have so much to be thankful for this year-I am pinching myself!
Hope your Thanksgiving is just as happy! xo
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